2003-01-20 // 7:47 p.m.
I don't know what's motivating me to write now, for months I've cringed at this site whenever my friends talk about it or browse it around me. It just represents such dark times for me. And I was so addicted to it for so long. Addicted to the pain. My pain. Other peoples', too.
Maybe I'll start writing again. I don't know. I always go off on tangents about how bittersweet this is for me and I don't want to do that again.
I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm okay, I'm actually really good.
I can't guarantee entries or anything but if you're curious to know what I'm up to, my new e-mail's xfivestoriesfallingx@hotmail.com, and I'm on msn messenger alot.
Take care everyone.
Alyssa
